Happy

[Verse 1] I'm gonna make a change, gonna start a new Have to take a different view, I'm happy tonight And in this world of war and self-decay I wish I could say I'm okay, I'm happy tonight [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I'm the one that shouldn't feel, but you're making me There's a mark that you left, I need to make my peace If I can't love all of myself, I'm wasting memories It's over [Chorus] I'm so happy But I can't breathe I'm so happy Like I should be [Verse 2] And people love to judge and talk their shit I'm not gonna have that one bit, I'm happy tonight But how am I supposed to love myself When all I do is seek approval from someone else? It's such a stupid ugly truth, mm-mm [Pre-Chorus] And I'm the one that shouldn't feel, but you're making me There's a mark that you left, I need to make my peace If I can't love all of myself, I'm wasting memories It's over [Chorus] I'm so happy But I can't breathe And I'm so happy Just like they told me [Bridge] I wanna stand up, stand up and feel something real All this fake business, it's bullshit, never felt this numb Just wanna feel it, feel it, give me some more Of what you're really thinking to settle the score Just wanna feel it all [Chorus] I'm so happy But I can't breathe I'm so happy Like I should be I'm so happy, yeah So happy, yeah So happy, I'm happy, I'm happy I'm so [Post-Chorus] I'm the one that shouldn't feel, but you're making me There's a mark that you left, I need to make my peace (I'm so happy) If I can't love all of myself, I'm wasting memories Over