Backseat

And I think it was Last week Shoving ten of my friends in the backseat We were way too drunk, call a taxi Last week Can't remember a thing Everyday of the week I was sleeping till' three Last week Everybody was looking right past me All my friends outside look so happy It's just killing me Stuck in my mind, it's not the place to be Last week Everybody was looking right past me All my friends outside look so happy It's just killing me Stuck in my mind, it's not the place to be Last week Everybody was looking right past me All my friends outside look so happy It's just killing me Stuck in my mind, it's not the place to be I don't think you know how I feel None of this shit feel real If you're gonna take the shot, shoot to kill I don't think my wounds are ever gonna heal Crammed in the backseat driving to an unknown destination I don't know if you're really my friend or are you faking Looking for my soul, look for my heart, but the spot vacant Protect myself with all the actions I'm taking One, two, three, four, five I down another pill I hope don't come out this alive I'm living inside a fantasy, I'm living inside a lie Singing into my mic to get all of this shit off my mind Don't kiss or tell, I will never tell a lie Living in hell, I just hope I survive Trying my hardest, just know that I always try Struggling, fighting myself, I fight every night One pill, two pill, I might take another Bloods gon' spill, dripping all over the covers Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be discovered Took a long time, but I'm starting to recover Say that you would help me out but now you're nowhere to be seen Tryna be the nicest that I can but everybody mean Said that you were worth something but now you're worth nothing to me Don't even seem like you are my friend, you are an enemy