Cycle

[Chorus] In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan Say that it was you and not me, don't understand Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair [Verse] I don't think that you get it It's obsolete, so forget it I wish that I never said it I know where this shit is heading You tore me down to my foundation A faulty frame, yeah, you were makeshift I try my hardest while I'm making My pain is sleeping, don't awaken I'm wearing hoodies to hide all my scars I'm always making all these songs but don't know if I'll get far Open up my FL Studio, should I even start? I don't talk a lot so just know that this shit from the heart I'm only seventeen but got so much to get off my chest I've been under a lot of pressure lately, I'm under stress I'm just so thankful for the platform that I got to express How I've been feeling lately, my life has turned into a mess I start to get motivated then don't wanna do shit at all And then I get mad at myself and slam my head on the wall And I've been losing my friends, that shit turned to a free for all And then I wait for your name to pop in my phone, want a call [Chorus] In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan Say that it was you and not me, don't understand Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan Say that it was you and not me, don't understand Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair