Final Breath

I'm twiddling my thumbs Don't know what comes next Popped inside my phone I see a new text My heart's pounding fast Beating out my chest Never sleep at night I never can rest Every time I close my eyes you pop into my head And sometimes when I close my eyes I wish that I was dead One-shot put a bullet thru my fucking head Inhale exhale take my final breathe Fight with myself Fighting every single night Say I'm fine But I'm not Not even in the slight Running out of words I don't know what I say or write I could never tell the difference Never know what's wrong and what is right Fight with myself Fighting every single night Say I'm fine But I'm not Not even in the slight Running out of words I don't know what I say or write I could never tell the difference Never know what's wrong and what is right And I can try To open up to you To try and tell you the truth But when I do, go mute This feeling in the air is nothing new It's something that I gotta get used to I struggle with my thoughts I cant break thru I don't know what the fuck I've turned into If I open up my mouth I hope you know that I'm not shutting up If I ever get invited to parties I'm not showing up I promise to my family and my brothers that I'm going up I don't know why you're texting my phone cus' I don't give a fuck RBF, got resting bitch face Filled my heart up with hate Fucked me up inside my head I know I made a mistake RBF, got resting bitch face Filled my heart up with hate Fucked me up inside my head I know I made a mistake Fight with myself Fighting every single night Say I'm fine But I'm not Not even in the slight Running out of words I don't know what I say or write I could never tell the difference Never know what's wrong and what is right Fight with myself Fighting every single night Say I'm fine But I'm not Not even in the slight Running out of words I don't know what I say or write I could never tell the difference Never know what's wrong and what is right