Not Buying It

Lyrics from Snippet I need a shoulder that I can cry Am I the only one you rely on? You said that "We're friends" But I’m not buying it Know I can tell when, yeah, when you lie to me Seen all my texts sent, you ain't reply to me You said you'll hold it down, but you ain’t run for me Yeah, but I will run for you [?], It's time to run, I got a lot to lose How you say I'm weird? But I was not to you Now look at where we're at, I shouldn't have trusted you I seen friends turn to strangers in a instant At a point, where forgiveness ain't a interest Tryna put your name [?], I'm not flinching We ain't talk in months, but you still in my mentions Fuck, know I’m way too kind, no, I’ve been workin' on it I’ve been up on my phonе [?] Honest, I've going through a lot, yeah, if I'm bеing honest It's hella people, switched up on me, I ain’t seen it comin' Been too forgiving and kind, so there's no more of that I've been on tour for a minute, the cities, losin' track Know I've been a better friend than you, and that's just a fact Than you were ever to me, but I'm okay with that Don't make me pull out receipts 'Cause you was always livid when we wanted to leave Know I was always callin', but I never received one That's why I don't give a fuck about what you need I can tell you every name And I can tell you everything that they did to me Girl, I've been lookin' for a change, huh 'Cause I've been carryin' the blame, Its not good for you