patience (demo)

[Verse 1] I can speak up now, but I'll regret it The way that I been livin' lately, it's pathetic If I told you the truth, you'll wish I never said it Wish I could redo everything and go reset it But that's not how it works Say I'm gettin' better, but I know I'm gettin' worse I've been fucked up on the weekends, I can't form a word I hate everything about me, wish I had some worth [Chorus] Losin' my patience, feelin' frustratin' Have second thoughts, been contemplatin' Losin' my memory, I'm filled with envy Not being friendly, been in a frenzy (Yeah) Losin' my patience, feelin' frustratin' Havе second thoughts, been contemplatin' Losin' my memory, I'm fillеd with envy Not being friendly, been in a frenzy, oh [Verse 2] Feels like everybody's usin' me Don't care for me, already know you're screwin' me over Claimin' you're my friend, you're not foolin' me Don't like therapy so I'm writin' musically, yeah Fuck what you think, 'cause I ain't never care Don't claim that you're my friend, you're never fuckin' there You tried to play me like a game, like this shit solitaire I drank way too much, I'm too damn impaired [Chorus] Losin' my patience, feelin' frustratin' Have second thoughts, been contemplatin' Losin' my memory, I'm filled with envy Not being friendly, been in a frenzy (Yeah) Losin' my patience, feelin' frustratin' Have second thoughts, been contemplatin' Losin' my memory, I'm filled with envy Not being friendly, been in a frenzy, oh