Smile

[Verse 1: midwxst] I've been on the edge for a while It’s getting hard to breathe, it's getting hard to smile I don't who I should call or I should dial I know I need some help, but that shit just flied out, oh All the shit that goes on inside my head All the tears that have fallen and have been shed All the ties that have been cut like some thread I can’t describe, but I've been running out of my meds [Pre-Chorus: midwxst] You say you need me, but push me onto the side I can't tell if you're telling the truth or telling your lies I never knew how I should open up, I keep it inside Ain't nobody that'll help me wanna hear my cries And you said that you got me, but I already know that you don't I don't need your fuckin’ help so leave me the fuck alone I don’t got a lot of friends, I'm used to being alone I don’t like to go outside, I'm always stayin' at home [Chorus: midwxst] And why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk? All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah I don’t like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked You're my friend, oh no, you're not, not, not, not, not [Post-Chorus: midwxst] I kinda wanna go out, but I know what might go wrong I been staring at my feelings through the barrel of this gun And I talk about my feelings, no they always getting shunned And I'm losing track of time, always feeling so alone [Verse 2: glaive] Lately, been scared, not leaving the house And I'm feeling really jealous of the people they around So I close my eyes and I shut my mouth It's the funniest shit when it all goes— That sucks, shit-faced I tried to be kind, that's a mistake And they act like we're friends, but it's all fake I'ma air out the laundry for display Tell me, do you know my hurt? You never will until you see your brother on a shirt But it's okay, 'cause I might blow my brains Fun-funny thing before I'm seventeen And I know that you don't notice when I try I got way too much on my mind And now I'm asking myself, "Am I even surprised?" And before I go, please tell me, why? [Pre-Chorus: midwxst] You say you need me, but push me onto the side I can't tell if you're telling the truth or telling your lies I never knew how I should open up, I keep it inside Ain't nobody that'll help me wanna hear my cries And you said that you got me, but I already know that you don't I don't need your fuckin' help so leave me the fuck alone I don't got a lot of friends, I'm used to being alone I don't like to go outside, I'm always stayin' at home [Chorus: midwxst] And why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk? All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked You're my friend, oh no, you're not, not, not, not, not And why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, talk, talk? All I hear is fuckin' blah, blah, blah, blah, blah I don't like you, now you're blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked, blocked You're my friend, oh no, you're not, not, not, not, not