Sway Too

I wasn't there that day Must have been someone using and tracing my face Wish I could see it in reverse Imposter in my place Destroying, unravel, distorted, displaced Wish I could see it in reverse Excuses start to melt When you're close to me Perverted, devalued, deranged Wish I could see it in reverse I'm not where I should be I, I, want to leave in peace Disguised as myself I attempt to erase Disgusted, distrusted, disgraced Wish I could see it in reverse Wasn't what I thought I felt But we tricked ourselves into thinking it's not what it is Wish I could see it in reverse I'm not where I should be I, I, want to leave in peace No, I'm not where I should be I, I, want to leave in peace What do you trust When your brain lives in trauma and lust? What do you trust (ah) When it's love and smut? (Ah) What do you trust (ah) When it's love and smut? (Ah)