On Account of an Absence

Hope you're not looking down on me today I've tried to do my best carrying this weight I remember about vengeance upon thee I have never forgotten for one second, but this was hard You must know I regret that morning more than anything And I'd give my life to get it back That is not, not to say I don't love this But there is not one day I can forget There is not one day There is not one day Sometimes I feel I'm waiting biding time Waiting for something that may never come Still, everything is different All was changed Everything, everything All that we live for, all that we dreamed of, taken away Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for something to jump out at me Where can you go when they come calling? Where can you hide when they come for you? For you Times like this when the walls close in and I, I can't breathe I call your name, I