On Account of an Absence

Hope you're not looking down on me today

I've tried to do my best carrying this weight

I remember about vengeance upon thee

I have never forgotten for one second, but this was hard

You must know I regret that morning more than anything

And I'd give my life to get it back

That is not, not to say I don't love this

But there is not one day I can forget

There is not one day

There is not one day

Sometimes I feel I'm waiting biding time

Waiting for something that may never come

Still, everything is different

All was changed

Everything, everything

All that we live for, all that we dreamed of, taken away

Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for something to jump out at me

Where can you go when they come calling?

Where can you hide when they come for you?

For you

Times like this when the walls close in and I, I can't breathe

I call your name, I