The Worst In Me

I could have found a way I would have found a way Did you want me to break down? Did you want me to give in? Found so many ways to hate myself Found so many ways to put them all away Don't care if the whole world falls apart Don't care if you hated me from the start... You bring out the worst in me! Pick and peel it off, this dried up skin Strip it away, this flesh and gore Open it up, the stink of you sin Was it holy as you hoped, at heart, at the core? Did you want me to break down? Did you want me to give in? Found so many ways to hate myself Found so many ways to put them all away Don't care if the whole world falls apart Don't care if you hated me from the start... You bring out the worst in me! I make you stronger You make me weaker Can't take this much longer... Since I stopped being a seeker Pick and peel it off, this dried up skin Strip it away, this flesh and gore Open it up, the stink of your sin Was it holy as you hoped, at heart, at the core? Did you want me to break down? Did you want me to give in? Found so many ways to hate myself Found so many ways to put them all away Don't care if the whole world falls apart Don't care if you hated me from the start... You bring out the worst in me! I make you stronger You make me weaker Can't take this any longer Since I stopped being a seeker... Rip and tear this un-bleeding dead Naked and cold, nothing left to steal Can't get it back, wish I was dead instead It will never close, this fucking sore will never heal! I am a ghost, you are my host You will never see me again