The Worst In Me

I could have found a way

I would have found a way

Did you want me to break down?

Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself

Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart

Don't care if you hated me from the start...

You bring out the worst in me!

Pick and peel it off, this dried up skin

Strip it away, this flesh and gore

Open it up, the stink of you sin

Was it holy as you hoped, at heart, at the core?

Did you want me to break down?

Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself

Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart

Don't care if you hated me from the start...

You bring out the worst in me!

I make you stronger

You make me weaker

Can't take this much longer...

Since I stopped being a seeker

Pick and peel it off, this dried up skin

Strip it away, this flesh and gore

Open it up, the stink of your sin

Was it holy as you hoped, at heart, at the core?

Did you want me to break down?

Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself

Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart

Don't care if you hated me from the start...

You bring out the worst in me!

I make you stronger

You make me weaker

Can't take this any longer

Since I stopped being a seeker...

Rip and tear this un-bleeding dead

Naked and cold, nothing left to steal

Can't get it back, wish I was dead instead

It will never close, this fucking sore will never heal!

I am a ghost, you are my host

You will never see me again