Another High

I swear I'm living purely out of spite I do it just so I can say I tried Fuck forgiveness, I want vengeance, baby Swear I'm gonna have you hypnotized Ruin yours just like you ruined mine It's my toxic, masochistic daydream The crash, the feelings rushing back I recreate the love I lack And when it doesn't work out Do it all again I'm just looking for another high Just another way to waste my time I'm just looking for another high, high, high I'm just looking for a way back down Something more for me to drown the sound A sweeter poison 'til I'm underground, high, high How do you do it? How to keep going? It's all-consuming to live in the moment How do you live when you don't wanna die anymore? The crash, the feelings rushing back I recreate the love I lack And when it doesn't work out Do it all again I'm just looking for another high Just another way to waste my time I'm just looking for another high, high, high I'm just looking for a way back down Something more for me to drown the sound A sweeter poison 'til I'm underground, high, high High, high High, high I'm just looking for another high I'm just looking for another high, high I'm just looking for another high Just another way to waste my time I'm just looking for another high, high, high