Another High

I swear I'm living purely out of spite
I do it just so I can say I tried
Fuck forgiveness, I want vengeance, baby
Swear I'm gonna have you hypnotized
Ruin yours just like you ruined mine
It's my toxic, masochistic daydream
The crash, the feelings rushing back
I recreate the love I lack
And when it doesn't work out
Do it all again
I'm just looking for another high
Just another way to waste my time
I'm just looking for another high, high, high
I'm just looking for a way back down
Something more for me to drown the sound
A sweeter poison 'til I'm underground, high, high
How do you do it? How to keep going?
It's all-consuming to live in the moment
How do you live when you don't wanna die anymore?
The crash, the feelings rushing back
I recreate the love I lack
And when it doesn't work out
Do it all again
I'm just looking for another high
Just another way to waste my time
I'm just looking for another high, high, high
I'm just looking for a way back down
Something more for me to drown the sound
A sweeter poison 'til I'm underground, high, high
High, high
High, high
I'm just looking for another high

I'm just looking for another high, high

I'm just looking for another high
Just another way to waste my time
I'm just looking for another high, high, high