Red

It only hurts if you stop, so keep the bottle close Fix me up and shut me down with chemicals Close your eyes and breathe in Wake up all alone and wonder where you lost control Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath There's a darker side of me I don't wanna meet Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red No, I'll never learn 'til I see red Until I see the damage, there's no damage done Need a reason for me not to self-destruct You said it gets better, what if it never does? What kind of monster will I become? Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath There's a darker side of me I don't wanna meet Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red Until I see my reflection looking back at me, I won't Until they see my disposition change, until I'm barely Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red No, I'll never learn 'til I see red No, I'll never learn 'til I see red