Awful Things

Man I think some awful things Then feel bad about it I don't wanna be like this and I don't wanna speak about it So I troll and I buss my jokes I'll continue to be the solid one Truth is my head's all over And everyone around me moving on Moving on and Man I think some awful things Booking a hotel room From a hotel room on my overdraft I ain't got suite money But I got enough for the comfy sheets Housekeeping got the good book Sitting on the bedside open at Ephesians Heard a couple of man worried 'bout revenge Wait till they see what I do to myself Man I think some awful things Then feel bad about it I don't wanna be like this and I don't wanna speak about it So I troll and I buss my jokes I'll continue to be the solid one Truth is my head's all over And everyone around me moving on Moving on and Don't go there Don't go there Fine, go there I'm already there I've been here Keeping it all inside You're not buying I'm crying for no reason Yeah there's always a reason Little girl in the sun With the magnifying glass Hot cheek on the concrete Counting the ants And the seatbelt light comes on And you're not the only one Vividly imagining Impact to the ground Don't give up now, you got it Bring it back to your body No night without the day Don't give up now, you got it Bring it back to your body No night without the day Man I think some awful things Then feel bad about it I don't wanna be like this and I don't wanna speak about it So I troll and I buss my jokes I'll continue to be the solid one Truth is my head's all over And everyone around me moving on Moving on and I know, you know