Awful Things

Man I think some awful things
Then feel bad about it
I don't wanna be like this and
I don't wanna speak about it
So I troll and I buss my jokes
I'll continue to be the solid one
Truth is my head's all over
And everyone around me moving on
Moving on and

Man I think some awful things

Booking a hotel room
From a hotel room on my overdraft
I ain't got suite money
But I got enough for the comfy sheets
Housekeeping got the good book
Sitting on the bedside open at Ephesians
Heard a couple of man worried 'bout revenge
Wait till they see what I do to myself

Man I think some awful things
Then feel bad about it
I don't wanna be like this and
I don't wanna speak about it
So I troll and I buss my jokes
I'll continue to be the solid one
Truth is my head's all over
And everyone around me moving on
Moving on and

Don't go there
Don't go there
Fine, go there
I'm already there
I've been here
Keeping it all inside
You're not buying
I'm crying for no reason
Yeah there's always a reason

Little girl in the sun
With the magnifying glass
Hot cheek on the concrete
Counting the ants
And the seatbelt light comes on
And you're not the only one
Vividly imagining
Impact to the ground

Don't give up now, you got it
Bring it back to your body
No night without the day
Don't give up now, you got it
Bring it back to your body
No night without the day

Man I think some awful things
Then feel bad about it
I don't wanna be like this and
I don't wanna speak about it
So I troll and I buss my jokes
I'll continue to be the solid one
Truth is my head's all over
And everyone around me moving on
Moving on and

I know, you know