Patchwork of the Twins

[Verse 1: Murrumur] I think I've hit another point Where I'm not sure what I am Threads don't start then never end, never end My room is splattered with pastel blood And photos of the dead And dead ends from the hair that I've kept Tethers mend Patchwork friends with empty sigils in their names Find a vein and draw their blood Lost in language all the same All the same All the same [Verse 2: 8485] Hello please Legacy recall Crawl my backup files Facial scan, halfway smile Sudden face, sudden glance Camera flashes back again I watch the change reanimate itself A frame a day and forget where it ends I came back wrong, I wake up then Missing now, shrouded thieving lore From my unselves’ unfriends unsuspected nonetheless Covering up my unclean hands [Verse 3: 8485] Body 40 below Time frozen and cold As it would be, as it should As above, so it goes Body left, representing innocence even in death Tore my tongue and went ahead From the last back to the next The threshold gets your fingers wet [Verse 4: Murrumur] Cancer’s sixes as Gemini's twins eat themselves like a snake All my skin, all my limbs tear and screech like violin strings Venus splits me into halves, into thirds, into fourths Initiate second phase, second gate from the source Coincidence, 108 Is there more to this fate Hallucinate fragmentation Replication of my frame Let me out of this case Vessel’s sick, no escape But if I cut myself away, I'm not worth shit And I’ll still age [Verse 5: Murrumur] In the mirror, someone’s face What was I called anyway? Different places, different names Different masks, different tape Navigate through my maze Labyrinth, stew in hate Centipede made of threads Every leg carries death out to the places that I’d fear to tread Not sure it’d ever end Let it end I’m shreds Dead again and again, and again And again, and again And again, and again And again, and again And again, and again