Hold Hands

[Verse] Broken hearts we know that nobody will take your place My healing starts when you decided that we needed space I’ve come to terms with what it was that kept me so ashamed I toss and turn because your love is what I’m missing baby Cycles of toxicity lights flickering on and off I know you fight the thoughts of missing me Cause I’ll be missing us on silent when I’m in it deep You told me that I must accept what I say isn’t me Sheesh, baby please forgive me Find it in yourself to love me through that envy Uh, all them lettеrs that I never sent my pеn bleed A true lover so much that I kept covered And have the chance to make amends because you didn’t want ‘em From one soul to another spirit still above us I was shown aside to you I will always remember Can’t let up can’t give up this is forever You the one who make me better You love me through my weakest moments all measures Now or never time to face what I will call a terror Under pressure all my grievous sprinkles salt and pepper cover crying faces Had to take a single step because I couldn’t take it Digging deep to find the truth within me excavations I was leaning into you without an explanation I wanna live this life with you but that’ll take some patience I’ll be manifesting through my daily meditations The first face I’m seeing when I close my eyes and pray I’m trying to let it be it’s hard to do I feel a way Mustn’t go as straight This is all apart of growth The discomfort coming ways without the thought to smoke Fluctuation of my faith in God was hard to grasp Until I learned that living life was such a solid task It’s hard to weigh my good deeds when karma biting back