Running Sand

[Verse 1] Don't sell me no half-truths, the devil is a liar I was hiding in the back room My projection wasn't astral Seeking every answer to the questions I ain't ask you It ain't fiction if it's factual Weaving through the past fractals In the present-future tripping, it's unnatural It's like a never-ending fall through the wind Pray a big soft cloud catch you, uh Or you hit the ground hard Making promises you can't keep ain't reasoning with God Tried leaning into loss, it was a dark place The shadow grew inside the room that I would toss in the heartaches Too often, two feet and a few options Either stand still walk or run, who uttering a godsend Bogged in and bogged down I let the calm in and calmed down All that hellish filth about, I couldn't walk around Eggshell and egret walls When I was eager to release it all The door swung closed, heaven knows I didn't see me sleeping in this hall [Chorus] You born, you live, you die My mama said "Don't rush it," I can't function with my pride I cried and cried, I held it in 'til l popped Progression was my sentence, my reflection was my opp' Conceived, you born, you live, you die My mama said "Don't rush it," I can't function with my pride I cried and cried, I held it in 'til l popped Progression was my sentence, my reflection was my opp' [Verse 2] I couldn't haul the weight, my head that weighed a bowling ball Would often hit the floor or hit the wall Out the window, I could heed the call When the tears hit my bloody palms Defects and flaws, need rest to keep stress up off me I couldn't figure out what I had taught me 'Cause what I see in me, I seen in Audrey Anxiety pronounced when I was sitting on the couch smoking I ain't know I was killing me softly This song necessary, necessarily it varies When the pendulum is swinging, it get costly Move with caution, don't accost me Laboriously digging for an answer is exhausting I'ma use my two to carry, not to fight This arithmetic is scary, it prepared me to ignite I wrote these memoirs in armor of a knight Pituitary where my Ori seated, lead me to the light [Chorus] You born, you live, you die My mama said "Don't rush it," I can't function with my pride I cried and cried, I held it in 'til l popped Progression was my sentence, my reflection was my opp' Conceived, you born, you live, you die My mama said "Don't rush it," I can't function with my pride I cried and cried, I held it in 'til l popped Progression was my sentence, my reflection was my opp' [Outro] [?]