scare myself

Thoughts keep on racing, one by one I don't know who they're running from Biting my lips until they bleed Symptom of livin' life with me 'Cause I'm scared they're the monsters that I swear are under my bed Scared that they might just be all in my head Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead, mmm And I'm terrified of the shadows that follow me home Afraid that they'll get me when I'm all alone Look in the mirror, I see someone else Sometimes I even scare myself (oh) Ain't it kinda funny how Nobody can cut me down like I can I drag myself through Hell again (oh) What's it gonna be today? Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself Leave me all alone with the voices End up in the wrong kind of places Every day's a dark situation Trying not to hoop with the poison Paint my face 'cause the real me is pointless Do my nails, just to rip me to pieces Lose my mind 'cause I don't wanna keep it Sometimes I even scare myself (oh) Ain't it kinda funny how (funny how) Nobody can cut me down like I can (like I can) I drag myself through Hell again (oh) What's it gonna be today? (gonna be today?) Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself 'Cause I'm scared that the monsters that I swear are under my bed Scared that they might just be all in my head Scared that I'm dreaming and already dead Sometimes I even scare myself (oh) Ain't it kinda funny how (funny how) Nobody can cut me down like I can I drag myself through Hell again (oh) What's it gonna be today? (gonna be today?) Am I gonna 'cause me pain? I'll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself (Sometimes I even scare myself) (Sometimes I even scare myself) (Sometimes I even scare myself)