Catastrophize

So when my thoughts take off may I breathe deep Lord, hold me strong when old loss comes to meet me Keep my fingers crossed, keep my knees weak Are we all such fragile things? And may we remember the past but not hang on to our old ways Let's pity laugh at the jokes we tell in bad taste All my friends think I'm funny in a sad way But they know not how they speak Oh, my God While we sit and wait for time To change our luck and open up those blinds Oh, don't you know Don't you know that you're the last thing on my mind Oh, I catastrophize Oh, I catastrophize Let me see the world through the kindness of my dad's eyes Let every photograph be taken from my bad side So when the world sees my face they'll never ask why I look the way I do So let my soul be the only thing to guide me I'll tour the world and hope my anger dies behind me So if I fail I can blame it on bad timing I'll love nothing that I can lose Oh, my God While we sit and wait for time To change our luck and open up those blinds Oh, don't you know Don't you know that you're the last thing on my mind Oh, I catastrophize Oh, I catastrophize Oh, my God While we sit and wait for time To change our luck and open up those blinds Oh, don't you know Don't you know that you're the last thing on my mind Oh, I catastrophize Oh, my God While we sit and wait for time To change our luck and open up those blinds Oh, don't you know Don't you know that you're the last thing on my mind Oh, I catastrophize Oh, I catastrophize Oh, I catastrophize