Gone

Seems, I've been saying Bring me closer to God or closer to Mars I don't care Who's testing me in this fire I've got to get out of here Day 22 Being on the train alone Can't remember which way's home

No conductor on this ride Baby, no access to a phone I go wherever the track goes The wind picked up it got cold Peeking out from the window, it's misty, it's official I'm starting to doubt my heavy lack of a goal Scared that the weather might want to swallow me whole My thoughts are a mess, I've got to clean up the floor

Maybe I love her, but then maybe I don't I lose all of my senses when she gets me alone But, then I feel cruel soon as I walk out the door This isn't healthy, I keep telling her all But, she's stubborn as hell, she won't leave it alone (she won't leave it alone) What I gotta do, to get you to let me go (what I gotta do, to get you to let me go) I don't deserve this kind of love anymore (I don't deserve this kind of love anymore) Projecting

Everything that I am A bad girl Sad girl Hiding in the open world Roads don't care If I'm bare And, I think I messed up Love's lost, gone and you were my heaven

I just run but you're my heaven She's a dream, she's a saint She's a lover, she's a caregiver too How can I measure up to her? Now, I'm out here like a mule ooh I'm so ashamed I'm to blame for Anything, she goes through

Every burden that she carries alone Please stop the train (stop the train) I'm to blame for Anyone that's laughed at her Her easy trust in me keeps backfiring, ohh I'm so afraid (so afraid) That the day will end and I won't see you That my story ends abruptly, alone

Love's lost, gone and you were my heaven I just run but you're my heaven I quit visiting your place I would stand out there for days I have grown into disgrace Maybe, I'll be back someday Once, I'm strong enough to stay