letdown (one take)

Broke your heart on your birthday I would call but I don't know what I could say Only skin, only bone, and I'm flawed Crying in your parents garage So I'll sew my eyelids shut So I don't have to be reminded of us 'Cause everywhere that I go is a photo Every night I'm in bed with the vertigo It goes Every night I'm going Anxiety inside extremities I'm losing touch, I got a tendency To ruin all the things that I love I could make amends But you know I had enough, oh man Not right now You would think that I would feel alive right now Twenty something years and I'm still so down Contemplate on moving like my legs tied down, oh no Try to coincide, lack on my back and the void is inside I can see my thoughts in the ceiling every night I can see my thoughts in the ceiling every night I'll drive all night through my hometown You can drive your knife through my chest now I'ma crash my car by your old house 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown I'll drive all night through my hometown You can drive your knife through my chest now I'll crash my car by your old house 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown Every night I'm going I'll drive all night through my hometown You can drive your knife through my chest now I'ma crash my car by your old house 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown I'll drive all night through my hometown You can drive your knife through my chest now I'ma crash my car by your old house 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown No, oh, whoa I'm goin' now, oh All I'll ever be is a letdown, no 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown I'll drive all night through my hometown You can drive your knife through my chest now I'll crash my car by your old house 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown I'll drive all night through my hometown You can drive your knife through my chest now I'ma crash my car by your old house 'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown