letdown (one take)

Broke your heart on your birthday
I would call but I don't know what I could say
Only skin, only bone, and I'm flawed
Crying in your parents garage

So I'll sew my eyelids shut
So I don't have to be reminded of us
'Cause everywhere that I go is a photo
Every night I'm in bed with the vertigo
It goes

Every night I'm going

Anxiety inside extremities
I'm losing touch, I got a tendency
To ruin all the things that I love
I could make amends
But you know I had enough, oh man
Not right now
You would think that I would feel alive right now

Twenty something years and I'm still so down
Contemplate on moving like my legs tied down, oh no
Try to coincide, lack on my back and the void is inside
I can see my thoughts in the ceiling every night
I can see my thoughts in the ceiling every night

I'll drive all night through my hometown
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
I'll drive all night through my hometown
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'll crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown

Every night I'm going

I'll drive all night through my hometown
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
I'll drive all night through my hometown
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown

No, oh, whoa
I'm goin' now, oh
All I'll ever be is a letdown, no

'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
I'll drive all night through my hometown
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'll crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown
I'll drive all night through my hometown
You can drive your knife through my chest now
I'ma crash my car by your old house
'Cause all I'll ever be is a letdown