I go out, and I use my charm
I know just what to say and how to wear my hair
Sex is so easy to get
Men are so easy to charm
Let's address the elephant in the room
You hate me for the very thing that brought me to you
It was cute when I was 21, but now I have to cut the shit
'Cause I don't wanna lose you, and I wanna find myself
I'm so sick of talking about my childhood
'Cause it’s embarrassing when I say it out loud
When I tell my friends or write about it in a song
'Cause on paper, everything was totally normal until I actually wrote it down on paper
So I wake up, and I cry into a pillow instead of blowing up my life
The other night, I put my shame into a box
And I left it at the bottom of the stairs
Then I asked you to tell me all of the ways that I've hurt you over the years
We held hands and cried
And I actually apologized
'Cause it doesn't really matter what I do, what I do, if I just keep doing it
And I don't wanna lose you, and I wanna find myself
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