I’m not talking to my family
I don’t feel like getting into why
It was just time
Time to find out who I might be
If I pulled the curtain on the fairy tale
I thought for sure that if I ran you’d chase me
But I guess that ship has sailed
What am I waiting for
I’m not a child anymore
This is gonna be the hardest thing I’ll ever do
But by the end I’ll believe it when you say “I love you”
We’ll finally find the words
But the truth can’t travel backwards
No the past will never change
That’s gonna have to be ok
Sometimes I think I’m capable of violence
Likе if I started screaming I may nevеr stop
Cut through the chaos
And if I ever managed to get your attention
I’m not even sure exactly what I’d say
I just want you to want to listen
I guess it doesn’t work that way
What am I waiting for
I’m not a child anymore
This is gonna be the hardest thing I’ll ever do
But by the end I’ll believe it when you say “I love you”
We’ll finally find the words
But the truth can’t travel backwards
No the past will never change
That’s gonna have to be ok
And it is, but it wasn’t
Till I took the time to see
You were dealing with your own shit
And it wasn’t about me
But if I forgive you, will you forget how hurt I am
Cause I still want you to fix it
Knowing full well I’m the only one who can
And it’ll be the hardest thing I’ll ever do
But by the end I’ll believe it when you say “I love you”
We’ll finally find the words
But the truth can’t travel backwards
No the past will never change
That’s gonna have to be ok
Lyrics provided by LRCLIB
