fadin

Buy a new apartment a couple roads from my last Hope it separates me from my future and my past The walls look kind of shabby, but location is ideal At least that's what they tell me over cocktails and a meal But I know I'm fading again Buy the latest telly, and shiny bright new sheets I'll start drinking juices, eating latest plant-based meals Maybe the new lifestyle is really what I need At least that's what I've seen and heard on my big TV But I know I'm fading again And it gets worse every other day Where's the [?], is getting in my way Does it hurt like any other pain? Feels unheard, uneasiness remains I'll chip away my teeth just to get that perfect smile Spend a couple hours in the morning getting styled Guess that's just what everybody else is gonna do If I do it all, and you can say you never knew that I know I'm fading again Be a perfect man, or on my death, I'll stand my trial 'Least that's what my priest told me back when I was a child But all that time thinking, a never ending Sunday church How could my god sit there and send me down to burn I know I'm fading again And it gets worse every other day Where's the [?], is getting in my way Does it hurt like any other pain? Feels unheard, uneasiness remains