fadin

Buy a new apartment a couple roads from my last

Hope it separates me from my future and my past

The walls look kind of shabby, but location is ideal

At least that's what they tell me over cocktails and a meal

But I know I'm fading again

Buy the latest telly, and shiny bright new sheets

I'll start drinking juices, eating latest plant-based meals

Maybe the new lifestyle is really what I need

At least that's what I've seen and heard on my big TV

But I know I'm fading again

And it gets worse every other day

Where's the [?], is getting in my way

Does it hurt like any other pain?

Feels unheard, uneasiness remains

I'll chip away my teeth just to get that perfect smile

Spend a couple hours in the morning getting styled

Guess that's just what everybody else is gonna do

If I do it all, and you can say you never knew that

I know I'm fading again

Be a perfect man, or on my death, I'll stand my trial

'Least that's what my priest told me back when I was a child

But all that time thinking, a never ending Sunday church

How could my god sit there and send me down to burn

I know I'm fading again

And it gets worse every other day

Where's the [?], is getting in my way

Does it hurt like any other pain?

Feels unheard, uneasiness remains