Mouthwash

[Verse 1] Everybody else has good intentions, I'm just making bad decisions Made a prison full of mirrors that I pointed at myself Everybody else is really good at everything and come to think of it I think I'm really bad at everything that I try out [Pre-Chorus] And it's such an ugly state Yelling names at my reflections But I like it that way What a stupid little game Doing drugs with my depression But I like it that way Yeah, I like it that way [Chorus] So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me Bending over backwards so nobody could leavе me Think that I'd be bettеr if I didn't have feelings Wish that I could turn 'em off [Post-Chorus] Fuck it Fuck it [Verse 2] I was drinking coffee with my liquor Playing chicken with my liver Maybe someday it'll catch up to me, hoping that it won't I'll invite my problems home for dinner Overshare until we're bitter I'm a loser, I'm a quitter, I can never let it go [Chorus] So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings Wish that I could turn 'em off and breathe a bit easy Run around in circles till I think I could throw up Super negative I bite my tongue till it falls off Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash [Post-Chorus] Fuck it Fuck it [Chorus] So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings Told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me Run around in circles till I think I could throw up Super negative I bite my tongue till it falls off Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash