Mouthwash

[Verse 1]

Everybody else has good intentions, I'm just making bad decisions

Made a prison full of mirrors that I pointed at myself

Everybody else is really good at everything and come to think of it

I think I'm really bad at everything that I try out

[Pre-Chorus]

And it's such an ugly state

Yelling names at my reflections

But I like it that way

What a stupid little game

Doing drugs with my depression

But I like it that way

Yeah, I like it that way

[Chorus]

So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me

Bending over backwards so nobody could leavе me

Think that I'd be bettеr if I didn't have feelings

Wish that I could turn 'em off

[Post-Chorus]

Fuck it

Fuck it

[Verse 2]

I was drinking coffee with my liquor

Playing chicken with my liver

Maybe someday it'll catch up to me, hoping that it won't

I'll invite my problems home for dinner

Overshare until we're bitter

I'm a loser, I'm a quitter, I can never let it go

[Chorus]

So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me

Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me

Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings

Wish that I could turn 'em off and breathe a bit easy

Run around in circles till I think I could throw up

Super negative I bite my tongue till it falls off

Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash

[Post-Chorus]

Fuck it

Fuck it

[Chorus]

So I told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me

Bending over backwards so nobody could leave me

Think that I'd be better if I didn't have feelings

Told myself I'm better but she wouldn't believe me

Run around in circles till I think I could throw up

Super negative I bite my tongue till it falls off

Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash

Talk a lot of shit and chase it down with some mouthwash