Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah
One month behind on my rent (ah)
Two weeks since I've been sober (ah)
Three days left to my check (ah)
Four minutes 'til my life's over (ah)
Only five people I could call (ah)
And six left me on read (ah)
If seven people gon' leave (ah)
Gimme eight shots to my chest (ah)
Call 9-1-1 'cause I'm -
(9-1-1, what's your emergency?)
Hey, thanks, can we talk? (Ah)
I don't know what to do 'cause I'm nauseous (ah)
(Okay, sir, tell me where you are, ah)
I don't know, and I can't stop this (ah)
Fill my body up with these toxins (ah)
How do I get this out of my chest? (Ah)
(Okay, sir, I need you to breathe, ah)
Where's my shoes? My chest (ah)
I want to run to you, but I can't (ah)
Where's my keys? Fu- my head (ah)
No, mama, I'm sorry, this wasn't the plan (ah)
I don't want to leave, but I feel like I am (ah)
(Okay, sir, I pinged your location, ah)
(Don't you worry, help's on the way, ah)
I don't think that I'm going to make it (ah)
Tell my mom to visit my grave (ah)
'Cause I'm -
One month behind on my rent (ah)
Two weeks since I've been sober (ah)
Three days left to my check (ah)
Four minutes 'til my life's over (ah)
Only five people I could call (ah)
And six left me on read (ah)
If seven people gon' leave (ah)
Gimme eight shots to my chest (ah)
Call 9-1-1 'cause I'm -
(9-1-1, what's your emergency?)
I just took too many pills, I needed something to feel (ah, ah)
You know how it gets (ah)
I can't feel reality, everyone mad at me (ah, ah)
Tell me that this isn't real
I hate that I'm not enough in my heart (ah)
Now I got cold blood in these arms (ah)
I'm sorry, mama, for all of the drama (ah)
I know that you're proud of me and my scars (ah)
(Sir, sir, please hold on, please listen to my voice, ah, ah)
If I follow through with this suicide (ah)
Know I didn't make this choice (ah)
Wait, I hear the ambulance, I don't know if I'ma make it
There's something inside of me, maybe it's Satan
I needed God to save me, I won't debate it
I got my reasons, I'm tired of saying I'm
One month behind on my rent (ah)
Two weeks since I've been sober (ah)
Three days left to my check (ah)
Four minutes 'til my life's over (ah)
Only five people I could call (ah)
And six left me on read (ah)
If seven people gon' leave (ah)
Gimme eight shots to my chest (ah)
Call 9-1-1 'cause I'm -
(9-1-1, what's your emergency?)
Lay on the floor, I cannot see (ah, ah)
Don't know where I been, I just pray on my knees (ah, ah)
Hoping I make it no matter the cost (ah)
I got some family, they counting on me (ah)
Hide in the sheets 'cause I'm feeling anxious (ah)
Save me from all the times I was lost (ah)
Can't wait for the day that I tell 'em I made it (ah)
But I keep on reaching and missing the stars (ah)
I cannot lie, I've been stressed (ah)
Struggle with all this weight, I gotta press (ah)
The pressure is on, I've been feeling depressed (ah)
I hate the fact that I've been feeling dead
Call my friends, I've been trying my best (ah)
Don't know how many nights that I got left (ah)
Even if I go, would you see my texts? (Ah)
I've been calling out, but you ain't hear me yet
One month behind on my rent (ah)
Two weeks since I've been sober (ah)
Three days left to my check (ah)
Four minutes 'til my life's over (ah)
Only five people I could call (ah)
And six left me on read (ah)
If seven people gon' leave (ah)
Gimme eight shots to my chest (ah)
Call 9-1-1 'cause I'm -
(9-1-1, what's your emergency?)
Lonely, sometime back when I was only (ah, ah)
Hungrier than I ever was (ah)
Back before money held me up (ah)
Counting, counting like it's not enough (ah)
Back before I even had a buzz (ah)
Fuck them girls, man, it's only us (ah)
Fuck them girls, man, it's only us (ah)
Up in my head (ah)
Should've been more cautious (ah)
Should've known you're toxic (ah)
Should've know I lost when everything I love got tossed in (ah, ah)
Even when you're good, you're penalized (ah)
But the pain's the thing that keeps the pen alive (ah)
But I keep it moving when I'm dead inside (ah)
How the fuck you love me when I'm set aside? (Ah)
One month behind on my rent (ah)
Two weeks since I've been sober (ah)
Three days left to my check (ah)
Four minutes 'til my life's over (ah)
Only five people I could call (ah)
And six left me on read (ah)
If seven people gon' leave (ah)
Gimme eight shots to my chest (ah)
Call 9-1-1 'cause I'm dead
