Curfew

[Verse 1] A lot on my plate, I try to count my blessings, instead I just count mistakes Weight on my shoulders, feeling like I squat a hundred plates Step on the gas I get impatient but it ain't no brakes, and ain't no sweat on face Think of my future often, like what I have to show for life before I'm in the coffin Hitting my trees, but be at ease aside from violent coughing Sit in my car and I twist up, release the thoughts that's toxic [?] [Chorus] Hand me a mirror, I'll show you my greatest threat Hand me a bottle, I'll speak all greatest regrets, yeah Hand me a mic and I'll spit you a page of my journal I pray that the message is clear and it goes on eternal Strict on myself, I gotta keep a curfew Try to remember patience is a virtue [?] myself so you don't even have to and n*gga I ain't ask you [Verse 2] People come and people go, it's nothing personal You can't always the run show, just play your role and [?] I keep it steady, aim right on the dot and let it go and that's fosho fosho I used to run it high, I took a look at life and smiled, tried to look alive If my head's down, it's cause I'm counting and not because I'm crying Living the [?] life is short, but shit, at least I'm trying but [?] it's terrifying [Chorus] Hand me a mirror, I'll show you my greatest threat Hand me a bottle, I'll speak all greatest regrets, yeah Hand me a mic and I'll spit you a page of my journal I pray that the message is clear and it goes on eternal Strict on myself, I gotta keep a curfew Try to remember patience is a virtue [?] myself so you don't even have to and n*gga I ain't ask you Strict on myself, I gotta keep a curfew Try to remember patience is a virtue [?] myself so you don't even have to and n*gga I ain't ask you