Really Never There

[Verse 1] It was my birthday You were on cocaine I didn’t wanna be Waking up at 23 Realizing I was alone Called you in the taxi And you didn’t ask me How was your day? Is your mother ok? Guess you never cared all along [Pre-Chorus] Where did it go wrong? I couldn’t love you better Any better Held on for too long Guess we didn’t matter Cuz’ it was like [Chorus] Tryna love somebody with the lights out Swimming in an ocean that’s too deep now Going with the motions And pretending to care But I was never really home Cuz’ you were never really there [Verse 2] Running on empty That’s how you left me Every broken piece is a reminder to me We’re too far gone to repair Never gonna go anywhere Cuz’ It was like [Chorus] Tryna love somebody with the lights out Swimming in an ocean that’s too deep now Going with the motions And pretending to care But I was never really home Cuz’ you were never really there I’m looking through a crowd but I can’t find you Left me in the rain to hear the cold truth Using my emotions And pretending to care But I was never really home Cuz’ you were never really there [Chorus B] I’m done believing that maybe there’s hope Oh I’m done with seeing my tears on the floor I’ve been through the motions And pretended to care But I was never really home Cuz’ you were never really there I’m done believing that maybe there’s hope Oh I’m done with seeing my tears on the floor I’ve been through the motions And pretended to care But I was never really home Cuz’ you were never really there