Really Never There

[Verse 1]

It was my birthday

You were on cocaine

I didn’t wanna be

Waking up at 23

Realizing I was alone

Called you in the taxi

And you didn’t ask me

How was your day?

Is your mother ok?

Guess you never cared all along

[Pre-Chorus]

Where did it go wrong?

I couldn’t love you better

Any better

Held on for too long

Guess we didn’t matter

Cuz’ it was like

[Chorus]

Tryna love somebody with the lights out

Swimming in an ocean that’s too deep now

Going with the motions

And pretending to care

But I was never really home

Cuz’ you were never really there

[Verse 2]

Running on empty

That’s how you left me

Every broken piece is a reminder to me

We’re too far gone to repair

Never gonna go anywhere

Cuz’ It was like

[Chorus]

Tryna love somebody with the lights out

Swimming in an ocean that’s too deep now

Going with the motions

And pretending to care

But I was never really home

Cuz’ you were never really there

I’m looking through a crowd but I can’t find you

Left me in the rain to hear the cold truth

Using my emotions

And pretending to care

But I was never really home

Cuz’ you were never really there

[Chorus B]

I’m done believing that maybe there’s hope

Oh I’m done with seeing my tears on the floor

I’ve been through the motions

And pretended to care

But I was never really home

Cuz’ you were never really there

I’m done believing that maybe there’s hope

Oh I’m done with seeing my tears on the floor

I’ve been through the motions

And pretended to care

But I was never really home

Cuz’ you were never really there