A World I Forgot

Don't tell me what to do or how to act, feel me and leave a touch On your mongering side, this head of mine You can try to find out where I went, the amount of time I spent watching daytime TV From a hospital bed, I'm not losing it It's already lost Outside my window is the world I've figured out It spins and I'm not in it, and I'm not in it Is there still a rip in space or was I easy to replace? I don't know how it starts or where it ends, to start so many friends But I know inside, it emplodes I thought I wasn't heading there to hide underneath those whispеrs But I'm eating food to my knees, I'm not losing it It's already lost Outside my window is thе world I've figured out It spins and I'm not in it, and I'm not in it Is there still a rip in space or was I easy to replace? I miss when the little things would make me smile and I would think that life is sweet