Nineteen

Some days when I'm down just a little bit I drop myself to the floor It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed And when I realized everyone's gone but I still feel the same I wasn't meant to be This bored at nineteen My friend lived next to me Now she won't wanna see Me look differently Now that I'm nineteen And now I wish that I could tell All my ex jobs in retail That I should've stayed at work 'Cause of the A Levels I failed My cousin just told me that my favorite shop shut down And my other one just told me that I've always got a frown My, my mind's alone Because I'm alone My mind's alone Because I'm alone My mind's alone (lost the love, I've had enough) Because I'm alone (the gore, the pain, I've had so much) My mind's alone (I love to hate the way I shaped) Because I'm alone (because I'm hurt and living rough) I wasn't meant to be (lost the love, I've had enough) (The gore, the pain, I've had so much) (I love to hate the way I shaped) (Because I'm hurt and living rough) And now I'm nothing to you My friend lived next to me (lost the love, I've had enough) Now she won't wanna see (the gore, the pain, I've had so much) Me look differently (I love to hate the way I shaped) Now that I'm nineteen (because I'm hurt and living rough)