Shame Reactions

Whiskey a go-go, head spinning, oh no I wanna know who's in control, yeah, who's in control? She's calculated, I'm fucking clueless Chaotic stupid, I'll get used to feeling useless Is there a way for me to kill the girl I wish I were? Won't let me be because I'll never be enough for her Animal part of me, she never stays too far from me She tastes like meat, she tastes like blood, she tastes so sweet Whiskey a go-go, head spinning, oh no Rereading old texts, burning holes right through my conscience My head is crowded, my thoughts are clouded Is this my life, or just a fond "fuck you" to a friend? Is there a way for me to kill the girl I wish I were? Won't let me be because I'll never be enough for her Animal part of me, she never stays too far from me She tastes like meat, she tastes like blood, she tastes so sweet