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My heavy mind sinks lower by the minute I can barely stand it I stare through the lines Seeking absolution Can a fragile heart decide? Will it end in tears? Will I let the fear win? Take the ride or die while trying Have I seen it all? Why am I so divisive? I can't fight it Underneath, over me We spin in a spiral You hold me in a vicious cycle You lie to me, casually And I'm dying in denial It still feels vital I want to believe there's a motivation In negative spaces (spaces) Head over feet I'm following the feeling While my fragile heart takes time Will it end in tears? Will I let the fear win? I can't fight it Underneath, over me We're spinning in a spiral You hold me in a vicious cycle You lie to me, casually And I'm dying in denial It still feels vital Have I read the signs? I've been everywhere and back again Don't know if I read it right I've been real discerning at my heart's request And everything you are is vital Underneath, over me We're spinning in a spiral You hold me in a vicious cycle You lie to me, casually And I'm dying in denial It still feels vital Underneath, over me Over me Underneath, over me You lie to me, so casually and I'm dying in denial It still feels vital It still feels vital