Depression

Just one question Do you suffer depression? Remember We are all here to serve purpose Don't give up Unh I make assumptions, but feel like maybe I am to blame I got scars that last forever, to remember the pain When my homie passed away, I felt like doin' the same Do you try to crack a smile, through the darkest of days? Do you know what growin' up without a father was like? Do you suffer from depression, sick of livin' a lie? I have regrets, and I wish that I could simply forget There's gotta be a better option, I don't wanna be dead 'Cause, in my head, I can't seem to find the positive thinkin' I'm pushin' everyone that's close to me away, and I'm sinkin' To the bottom, will I ever find the strength that I need? Will I make my momma happy? Will I conquer this dream? 'Cause, if I don't, then at least, I can say that I tried I spent a lot of lonely nights, where I whimpered and cried Mental illness ain't a joke, it will eat you alive You could lose everything you love, in the blink of an eye And now, I'm sayin' I can't take any more, I wanna run away I'm feelin' like it's the end, I wanna run away I got these voices, in my head, they won't go away Will they miss me, when I'm gone, if I die today? No hope, no love, suffer from depression So afraid and alone, suffer from depression When life brings you down, it's to teach a lesson Do you suffer, do you suffer depression? I've come to grips to the fact, that I need some help I'm isolated in a room, I been livin' in hell I got issues, don't address, 'cause they won't understand My motivation's all crumbled, I have lost all demand Now, I'm stuck reminiscin', from the memories shared I thought about overdosin', to get rid of these tears But then, I wouldn't stand for somethin', so I looked in the mirror I seen the devil, in disguise, get the fuck outta here I'm losin' interest in activities, I used to enjoy I can't even sleep at night, 'cause I'm so paranoid People try to talk to me, but I'm feelin' annoyed Every relationship I had, I was in, it destroyed Medication didn't fix, only worsened the damage Now, I'm stuck with a choice, do I suffer or manage? I just wanna be happy, is that too much to ask? Set your ego to the side, and you might be there at last And now, I'm sayin' I can't take any more, I wanna run away I'm feelin' like it's the end, I wanna run away I got these voices in my head, they won't go away Will they miss me, when I'm gone, if I die today? No hope, no love, suffer from depression So afraid and alone, suffer from depression When life brings you down, it's to teach a lesson Do you suffer, do you suffer depression? I can't take any more, I wanna run away I'm feelin' like it's the end, I wanna run away I got these voices, in my head, they won't go away Will they miss me, when I'm gone, if I die today? No hope, no love, suffer from depression So afraid and alone, suffer from depression When life brings you down, it's to teach a lesson Do you suffer, do you suffer depression?