Depression

Just one question
Do you suffer depression?
Remember
We are all here to serve purpose
Don't give up

Unh
I make assumptions, but feel like maybe I am to blame
I got scars that last forever, to remember the pain
When my homie passed away, I felt like doin' the same
Do you try to crack a smile, through the darkest of days?
Do you know what growin' up without a father was like?
Do you suffer from depression, sick of livin' a lie?

I have regrets, and I wish that I could simply forget
There's gotta be a better option, I don't wanna be dead
'Cause, in my head, I can't seem to find the positive thinkin'
I'm pushin' everyone that's close to me away, and I'm sinkin'
To the bottom, will I ever find the strength that I need?
Will I make my momma happy? Will I conquer this dream?

'Cause, if I don't, then at least, I can say that I tried
I spent a lot of lonely nights, where I whimpered and cried
Mental illness ain't a joke, it will eat you alive
You could lose everything you love, in the blink of an eye
And now, I'm sayin'

I can't take any more, I wanna run away
I'm feelin' like it's the end, I wanna run away
I got these voices, in my head, they won't go away
Will they miss me, when I'm gone, if I die today?

No hope, no love, suffer from depression
So afraid and alone, suffer from depression
When life brings you down, it's to teach a lesson
Do you suffer, do you suffer depression?

I've come to grips to the fact, that I need some help
I'm isolated in a room, I been livin' in hell
I got issues, don't address, 'cause they won't understand
My motivation's all crumbled, I have lost all demand

Now, I'm stuck reminiscin', from the memories shared
I thought about overdosin', to get rid of these tears
But then, I wouldn't stand for somethin', so I looked in the mirror
I seen the devil, in disguise, get the fuck outta here

I'm losin' interest in activities, I used to enjoy
I can't even sleep at night, 'cause I'm so paranoid
People try to talk to me, but I'm feelin' annoyed
Every relationship I had, I was in, it destroyed

Medication didn't fix, only worsened the damage
Now, I'm stuck with a choice, do I suffer or manage?
I just wanna be happy, is that too much to ask?
Set your ego to the side, and you might be there at last
And now, I'm sayin'

I can't take any more, I wanna run away
I'm feelin' like it's the end, I wanna run away
I got these voices in my head, they won't go away
Will they miss me, when I'm gone, if I die today?

No hope, no love, suffer from depression
So afraid and alone, suffer from depression
When life brings you down, it's to teach a lesson
Do you suffer, do you suffer depression?

I can't take any more, I wanna run away
I'm feelin' like it's the end, I wanna run away
I got these voices, in my head, they won't go away
Will they miss me, when I'm gone, if I die today?

No hope, no love, suffer from depression
So afraid and alone, suffer from depression
When life brings you down, it's to teach a lesson
Do you suffer, do you suffer depression?