Suicide

Oh no, here we go again It's like I've always fought back into the same patterns I can't do nothing right anymore Why am I even here? I just want to leave this place You can't understand the way I feel my mind is potent Is that me or the fear taking I'm always hoping Things get better but they don't then I'm lost coping Nobody there when I need em I swear I'm damn broken My heads above but I've been fighting tryna stay afloat These demons lurking but don't ever seem to wanna go I've been searching for a place that I can call my home I'm on a dark scary path feeling so alone And if I leave this earth today would they really care? You said you'd always be there for me but you're never here My mental issues have been forcing me to see unclear My anxiety, depression worsens every year I'm asking god "why'd you take my best away?" Only 20 years old, I'm left in disarray They say your time will come, it's always for a reason I'm tryna fight the pain, I think I need some healing I need an inspiration I swear these walls are caving My motivations crumble, I'm sick and tired of waiting Should I pick up this gun and get it over with? Cause life ain't always what it seems I wanna call it quits This a situation that I needed to address Suicide is all a joke until someone is dead We need to act upon these issues, do not go ignore it I stand behind the ones who suffer Ima voice it for em Without them hardships, you never gonna taste success Without failure, you will never truly be your best You feeling lost? Need some help? Know it's not too late You got your whole life ahead, don't let it go to waste But I've been tryna find a reason not to end it all It seems nobody ever answers when I make a call Can't nobody think for me I got my own thoughts Can't nobody think for me I got my own thoughts Can't nobody can't nobody think for me Can't nobody can't nobody think for me I need somebody need somebody there for me I need somebody need somebody there for me I'm feeling so lost Im feeling so lost Where do I go when my minds gone? Where do I turn when my minds gone? If you know anybody suffering from mental illness, Don't be afraid to reach out 1-800-273-8255 Pick up the phone now, you may save a life