Lullaby

All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? It's been a while since I last dreamt Barely remember what it's like to dream Been finding it hard to get to sleep Too stressed and there ain't anyone to sing a lullaby to me Pretend shit doesn't get to me And I suffer in silence When I'm hurting A man's problems are his own And it's my burden Tossing and turning trying to get to sleep But I find it hard to switch off when my mind's working I ponder on things I ponder on, off the rails My train of thought's wandering Sick of pretending to be so happy All the while my anxiety's away at me My skin crawls I look up to the sky and it falls The walls close in and it's as if all the good in my life Disappears in an instant Everything is just so distant So sing the ones who I love The ones who love me But I don't wanna tell them how I feel in case they judge me It's just me Wish I could let somebody in but I ain't ever been too trusting All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? Woah, yeah (Oh oh oh oh x2) Oh yeah (Oh oh oh oh x2) Oh woah I barely had any sleep when I get up Sick of all these nightmares and these night terrors Like it's only when I'm in heaven that I sleep better Might sleep better when I get up, I'm weak It just makes my day harder I wonder if it would have been any different if I had a father that I knew Could it have helped shaped the way that I grew? But the point of things I never have went from Being a reason for the things that I do To just being an excuse that I'd use I've gotta take responsibility for the things I do Try something other than negativity for my fuel But I feed off even when I don't seem bothered I hide everything That's going on inside I guess it's been a while since I've been honest, I need help But I deny and even lie to myself like I'm fine All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? I just wish someone would tell me it will be okay But pessimism leeds me to believe that it won't To see even a glimmer of hope in the darkness is hard And depression is a slippery slope I don't wanna do what my dad did with a rope, though So I carry on even though it's hard to The only thing that's definite is death And things always change as long as you give them a chance to All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Can you sing me a last lullaby? Oh yeah (Oh oh oh oh x3) (can you sing me a last lullaby?) Oh woah, oh yeah (Oh oh oh oh x3) Oh woah All the times I have laid in your lie When your love kept me safe through the night All the time I was sure you were mine And before time demands our goodbye Will you sing me a last lullaby?