I Even Told My Mom About U

I'm a little homesick But too afraid to show it Maybe you don't miss me the same I know I'm dumb for thinking That this could be a thing And hoping we could just stay the same I even told my mom about you I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too There you go All that I got was an open note Me versus him we were toe to toe In the end true love wasn't what you'd chose I mean, you got attached to leave me Even moved close cause you had to see mе Left that lane giving you the chancе And then a brand new man what an awful reason I don't know anything that I can say Used to dream of your love in a grand way Over text say it all to my damn face Still love you, you were always my plan A Told my mom you're the one and she replied I could tell that you love her and I see why Hold her close let her go if she need time But if she leaves you won't be with a peace sign I still see your face in my dreams and the memories I keep everything's about you I still sleep in your old shirt, like nothing ever hurt 'Cause I told my mom about you I knew you'd be running away I'm trying, I promise I'd change Dealing with stress everyday Coping with trauma I take to the grave But you gave me love, but turned it to waste So you turned around and said it was fate I wish I'd erase the love that I gave It was a mistake, it was a mistake Yeah, you taught me peace just to go and leave All the countless sessions of the therapy 'Tryna break the wall so I can open up So I can see the light you say you see in me But that's the same light that you letting go Why you giving up cause I couldn't cope Now my only wish I don't ever feel How I felt today when you ran from home I even told my mom about you I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too