I Even Told My Mom About U

I'm a little homesick
But too afraid to show it
Maybe you don't miss me the same
I know I'm dumb for thinking
That this could be a thing
And hoping we could just stay the same
I even told my mom about you
I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too

There you go
All that I got was an open note
Me versus him we were toe to toe
In the end true love wasn't what you'd chose
I mean, you got attached to leave me
Even moved close cause you had to see mе
Left that lane giving you the chancе
And then a brand new man what an awful reason
I don't know anything that I can say
Used to dream of your love in a grand way
Over text say it all to my damn face
Still love you, you were always my plan A
Told my mom you're the one and she replied
I could tell that you love her and I see why
Hold her close let her go if she need time
But if she leaves you won't be with a peace sign

I still see your face in my dreams and the memories
I keep everything's about you
I still sleep in your old shirt, like nothing ever hurt
'Cause I told my mom about you

I knew you'd be running away
I'm trying, I promise I'd change
Dealing with stress everyday
Coping with trauma I take to the grave
But you gave me love, but turned it to waste
So you turned around and said it was fate
I wish I'd erase the love that I gave
It was a mistake, it was a mistake
Yeah, you taught me peace just to go and leave
All the countless sessions of the therapy
'Tryna break the wall so I can open up
So I can see the light you say you see in me
But that's the same light that you letting go
Why you giving up cause I couldn't cope
Now my only wish I don't ever feel
How I felt today when you ran from home

I even told my mom about you
I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too