Too Creative

So I was recently told I was too creative That I wasn’t Christ centered enough And the peeps we trying to reach wouldn’t understand your speech I told them it’s cool It’s not an issue I ain’t so judgmental Thanks for your advice I’m just not afraid of heights Like Christ wasn’t afraid to mix spit with mud as if he couldn’t fix vision with one word I’m sorry I get my creativity from my Father Have you ever been to the aquarium Google the coral reef for pete’s sake Thanks for your advice I’ve just lost my fear Like I’m not afraid of a blank canvas I ain’t afraid to be the canvas I’ve been marred in the potter’s hand and God don’t use erasers Off on purpose But what keeps you up at night? Are you afraid of budget meetings or board of directors Thanks for your advice I have just lost my fear of gravity Since His majesty came and grabbed me I have often wondered How loud does an alarm clock need to be to wake a dead man maybe you are right I am too creative Say I’m afraid of being wrong but if I am, tell me I ain’t afraid of correction Humbly embrace lessons Just like you shouldn’t be afraid of city permits and submit to the process Cause there is not one city permit that can stop what Elohim permits I’m so comfortable with sovereignty so done wasting words so tired of lying to my Father in the mirror See, that is where I get my courage from My spine ain’t naturally stainless steel And you can have freely what I have learned from failing miserably And I guess this statement shook me Cause honestly? I’m terrified Terrified of wasting time But you can bet your good graces I aint afraid of their faces Hearts of men wax cold out your mind soul It’s the guts to say no then nosedive Follow commandments that don’t make sense See, God says learn to walk worthy and if you understood the cross you would see that command was such a paradox I think I understand now Between heresies and pharisees Between schemes to get rich and work to attain wealth This is why I graciously smile Because truthfully, they are scared Scared like most of us are That you down to waste your weekends and spend a couple hundred bucks to do the same thing you been doing You scared like I am That your ideas aren’t original That you are just like your parents That you are ok with mediocre your product is mediocre And the best you ever been and ever will be is so so Homie, this aint a movie You might go bankrupt and fail like the rest of us You scared like I am Scared that you are irrelevant Like I understand Dax now Is this really happening? Am I still rapping? Still doing the same thing I was doing when I was 15 And you scared cause you only give cause its a tax write off or to Africa to prove you ain’t racist When is the last time you gave a gardener a cup of water I don’t even know our groundskeepers name and that vato wears a name tag You scared That your chair is way too comfortable And the cost of your laptop could have fed Angola And it really don’t bother you You scared Like I am See I was recently told I was too creative That shook me to the core Cause I have no excuse for fear I should be roller skating around Saturn Looking down at satellites If you muster up the bravery, you'll get this one day, that we fooled you This ain't a conference This is a runway Why ain't you flying?