Croak Dream

Big man, small heart We were destined from the start like swirling circles Still the scent of purple Shared beds, shared truths From my throat to none before you Ever trusting, in those eyes that lusted Taboo I don't want to blame you I would never pain you But how could you do this to me? Run a spear right through me Still have dreams about you Still as blue without you But lest I feed the ego I won't ever tell you I was your brother More than a friend Gave you as much as I had to spend I hate you more than I have learned to wish to I pray, that you awake To everything you dreamt some day You don't regret Fear no mistake Happy with what you threw away I don't want to blame you I would never pain you But how could you do this to me? Run a spear right through me Still have dreams about you Still as blue without you But lest I feed the ego I won't ever tell you This is the death of whatever it was This is the death of your hold over us! This is the death! This is the death! I must wake up, I am choking to death! This is the death of whatever it was This is the death of your hold over us This is the death, this is the death This is the death, this is the death This is the death. This is the death This is the death. This is the death