Croak Dream

Big man, small heart
We were destined from the start like swirling circles
Still the scent of purple
Shared beds, shared truths
From my throat to none before you
Ever trusting, in those eyes that lusted
Taboo

I don't want to blame you
I would never pain you
But how could you do this to me?
Run a spear right through me
Still have dreams about you
Still as blue without you
But lest I feed the ego
I won't ever tell you

I was your brother
More than a friend
Gave you as much as I had to spend
I hate you more than
I have learned to wish to
I pray, that you awake
To everything you dreamt some day
You don't regret
Fear no mistake
Happy with what you threw away

I don't want to blame you
I would never pain you
But how could you do this to me?
Run a spear right through me
Still have dreams about you
Still as blue without you
But lest I feed the ego
I won't ever tell you

This is the death of whatever it was
This is the death of your hold over us!
This is the death!
This is the death!
I must wake up, I am choking to death!

This is the death of whatever it was
This is the death of your hold over us
This is the death, this is the death
This is the death, this is the death

This is the death. This is the death
This is the death. This is the death