Habits

I'll let you try and contain All of your life in cardboard boxes I keep repeating your name Walking around in that empty apartment Told you I'm doing just fine But to tell the truth I feel like total shit Whenever I'm with you (oh) I don't change, I just push right through Oh, count your regrets Keeping time with the drip of that leaky faucet And that pain in your chest It feels good to know that you haven't lost it yet And if I want your hooks out of me I can make this a habit I was trying to keep it together But I, I was too distracted By the part of me that's been lacking the most I gotta change these habits I gotta change these habits It's more than it takes So I gotta change, I gotta changе I gotta change all these habits 'causе You said you figured me out We haven't spoken since And I thought I would love the spotlight But it only made me squint I don't change, I just push through it