Daydreams

[Intro] Sometimes, I don't know what to- Sometimes, I don't know what to think Sometimes, I don't know what to sing Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay I'm snorin' all day for dreams... uh [Verse 1] Wake up ponderin', damn, my mind is wanderin' All these opportunities left squandered in my oxygen All accomplishments left haunted in my lack of confidence Often is the result of fallin' under consciousness You'd make babies cry, I make crazy lives You're just angry, 'cause you're livin' in a fading lie And I've been feelin' this energy, feelin' that somebody's gettin' the penalty Fearin' that, one day, you end up ahead of me, feelin' that this is the end of me No, will I tell you? No, never- I think I'm so clever But in the grand scheme of things, I know that I'm no better But I don't ever Want to go to show just one mo' letter I'm a go-getter, I go get grades and get A's And get laid, then wake up, and get C's, but get paid Uh... my life is so unusual To most, it isn't suitable, to me, it's irrefutable Can't see me in a cubicle, I'd rather watch my funeral I'd rather go back to stab my own brains out back in utero Damn... but you know that I'm capable You know I'ma pounce at any chance that is available Feelin' so unique, and I think it's not explainable No one hears my lyrics, and says, "OMG, relatable!" No, that's not what I am here to give Been waitin' years for this, you're about to experience Somethin' that I've spent time, money, and thought on Learned about all the times money had thought wrong Kinda funny, it's long gone, but time is crummy and not long I ain't lucky, I'm not calm, not by a long-shot I'm freakin' out on the inside, you see me on the outside Always think I'm positive, and never see the downsides It's 'bout time you know the truth, you couldn't be further from it Get your head out your own ass, you couldn't be further up it [Chorus] Sometimes, I don't know what to sing Sometimes, I don't know what to think Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay I'm snorin' all day for dreams Sometimes, I don't know what to sing Sometimes, I don't know what to think Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay I'm snorin' all day for dreams [Verse 2] I feel like I'm way too different Ridiculous, and most of humanity's made of idiots I barely even get myself, and you thinkin' you understand? You think hidin' behind a screen gives you the upper-hand? Please, what I do is barely poetry There's hope for me, I'm noticing people starting to notice me Uh, but still consider me confident Still consider me ready and givin' out all my flawlessness But honestly, all of this is hauntin' me, probably It is just a sense of myself wobbling, toppling Into awfully small pieces, normally all bleedin' It's tragic and not fleetin', it follows me all evenin', it's— It's callin' my name constantly, makes it so hard to stay awake I close my eyes and let it go, and it all fades away Yeah, we're just tryna find that great escape To get away from how we're livin' life day-to-day Some people find it in a drink or in a cup Or in some bling, or in a drug, or in the things that give us love But all I know is that it's tough And all I know is that this stuff isn't enough- it's way too much [Chorus] Sometimes, I don't know what to sing Sometimes, I don't know what to think Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay I'm snorin' all day for dreams Sometimes, I don't know what to sing Sometimes, I don't know what to think Sometimes, I don't know what'll make it okay, make it okay I'm snorin' all day for dreams